31/7

下午趴在房间跟dear dear sms..等着等着不小心睡去了

醒来时他说他在太湖...jack也有去...大概是mandy约了几个出来叙叙旧吧

dear dear问了我一个问题，他以前有没有吸烟...

这句话的意思是他现在在吸烟咯？...不懂该怎么说...

以前他是没有吸烟的...家中只有哥哥一个人吸罢了...

而且以前他也答应过我不会碰烟...但是我们现在已经不是像以前那样了

所以他也可以不用再守这个承诺了?是酱的吗?

is it i still love him and never forget him like wat he was say just now...

i admit i never forget him..even tat is almost 3 months ad...

i still will care about him...im basely!!im the one who say break up!...

i hv lost the qualified to care bout him anymore!SO I SHOULD NOT SAY ANYTHING!

ANYTHING HE WAS DOING JUST NOW!! AND SHOULD NOT HV ANY COMMENT!!

i know our relationship is the past tense ad...i will try to forget about him...

jack.C...the person i was really really love him before and hurt him cruelly

im sorry to dear dear I and jeff...let you all worry about me just now...

actually tomorrow i wan go for an audition...but now is no mood ad....

dunno la...tomorrow morning fetch my sis go to work...see whether how la

if got the mood ad tiok go to the audition......just prepare one pic go there only..

other wan...when reach there ka see la




suddenly miss PG....wan back to PG few day if can...

just go back...and go round any where...having some photo shooting...

do wat ever i wan and wat ever i like...

but tats impossible...sure will hv ppl not allow me to do this crazy thing...


night..