2013年5月25日 星期六

rendom updated

hi, just wanna write bout something...something not special...something we have done......just write something~
feel that my language is getting poor now...somethime i need used a "transleter"...gosh~~i think is time to force me using english all time again...also can help him improve his english too~XD...
last night we have chit chat until tired and fall in sleep... am i look like 15/16 years old something?... im 21 now, but look like 15/16 something, thinking like 30 something (means mature la)... sometime i realize i am... and he also agree that i am...
whats the reason make me change into this way?... maybe my mom? maybe my buddy?...yes, i think because of them i have change alot right now... mom always told me alot, her own life thoeries~ sometime is bored, but it is work when you think bout it into ur own... my buddy, he has told me how the real society is... even i cant accept it, but is society is work like this way...i have to force myself go with this way also... is hard for me...


我知道我是一個依賴性很強的人,一旦有另一半就會無時無刻都粘在他身邊...改掉這個壞習慣?...有點難度,給點時間吧...我會試著盡量去改...但是,你不可以有要背叛我的心...

2013年5月1日 星期三

hi, im back now..

Now only realize that almost two month i din come to update my blog...im not busy until din have the free time,just lazy going out after work ..... that was lot thing happen in this two month,my 21birthday was pass like nothing special. But it was enough for me to have two best friend bought a small cake for me...officially 21 now...
Second, that was an unhappy happens between my two close friends...i cant believe that was the real thing. Why they wan to lie on me?hiding something on me ? What for to doing this all on me?小孩子的事情搞到大人也介入,希望事情可以平息。有必要吗?明明是小孩子的事?搞到大人也操心?为什么就不能成熟点?孩子不在父母身边这已经让他们大人不放心了,可是孩子们却让父母更加的操心...谁对谁错都已经是过去式了,难道就不能让它过去?要一直不停的提起,让事情没有平息的一天?...
Thirdly, im just realize we have passing six month ann. May is the 7th month ady, but im sure he wont realize this at all...SAD... not a romantic guys...  maybe we working everyday, just rest for one day. sometime will forget something important too...
Since im working, last friday is my second time kena food poison and MC...vomit two time when working, after going back home hv go for see a doctor(again).. Midnight, after taking medicine vomit again... He din sleep early, sit beside take care of me...feel sorry to him... the next day morning, KENA lagi... wake up feel very uncomfortable, like last time when wanna fainting... start drumming in the ear, hand and feet paralysis... no buddy at pg, cos is saturday... my buddy working, dunno to trouble him... ask him call mom, told my parent im not feeling well again, wanna go to hospital...SO, im again be in hospital, 吊点滴!I hate the needle inject in my hand! almost 24 hour in the hospital... mom and dad reach hospital ady afternoon... he do the procedure for me until mom coming... he acc me whole day, until midnight 12 the nurse come in... I hv to stay alone tonight at hospital~ my first time ><
Now, im MC at my hometown "Enjoy" my 5 day MC given my doctor. Tmr will be going back pg, friday gonna working ady... sorry to get trouble for my colleague my supervisor my family and my bf... and thanks for those care for me (sorry for making you all shock><)...
A good news for me, im 45 kg now...(but is not in a healthy condition)...hais~
thats all, long time din typing ady...all my language "fail" now ><.... bye~